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  “I get it. I know what you’re feeling. But we both knew it wouldn’t be easy. I’d say we continue taking it slow. I want you to come over whenever possible, and take you places where no one will see us. It’s gonna be hard, and we’ll have to adjust,” I said, sighing at my own words. “But I want you. I love you, and I’m not giving up on you.”

  “Promise?” she asked softly, giving me those puppy eyes I couldn’t resist.

  “I promise, Juno.” I pulled her close to me, making her straddle my lap as she wrapped her arms around my shoulders.

  “I’m in love with you too,” she whispered.

  I rubbed her back and leaned against the couch, pulling her close while her hands moved into my hair.

  Our love wasn’t wrong. I was lucky to have fallen for a beautiful, smart, and funny girl like Juno, and I would give my all to keep her right here in my arms.

  She tugged on my hair, and I felt her lips move against the side of my neck. Although I was the one who wanted to take it slow, I couldn’t with Juno. Her scent surrounded me, pulling and capturing me into her bond.

  “Ez?” she whispered close to my ear before leaning back and looking into my eyes. Hers were still filled with unshed tears. She was tense, and I wanted her to lose all that worry stacked up inside of her.

  “Yes, sweetheart?”

  “I want you to make love to me tonight.”

  I smiled, cupping her face in my hands and brushing over her cheekbones with my thumbs. “You sure?”

  It was an honor that she wanted me to be her first. I wasn’t going to mess it up. I wanted to show her how much I adored her.

  She nodded. “Please.”

  How could I ever say no to that? I leaned in to kiss her lips, and since losing her virginity was not just a simple task to get over with, I wanted her on my bed where she’d be far more comfortable.

  I got up from the couch and somehow managed to turn off the tv, then I carried her over to my bedroom. I slowly let her down onto her back, and I moved over her to keep kissing her.

  Our tongues met, and I dove deeper into her mouth. Juno’s hands moved down to tug at my sweatshirt, and I quickly pulled it over my head to get rid of it. Working out every morning was starting to pay off, and I loved every second of her staring at my muscles whenever she got the chance to.

  I’ve seen her naked already, and I also was the only one of us to please the other. She reached multiple orgasms since we started dating, and I always had to wait until she was gone to make myself cum.

  Well, I was the one not letting her touch my dick. Not without boxer briefs or shorts on. She had told me multiple times that she really wanted to touch my dick, but I knew once she did, I wouldn’t be able to hold back.

  Back then, neither of us knew where this was headed, but now that we’d confessed our love for each other, there was nothing holding me back anymore.

  “Can I…?” She knew what I was thinking, and I quickly nodded before moving next to her to lean against the headboard of the bed.

  She pulled my pants down, leaving my boxer briefs in place. She was kneeling between my legs, and as my pants were gone, she moved her hands up to my dick. She didn’t hesitate, but gripped my hardness with one hand, slowly moving it up and down my length.

  I watched her closely as she kept her eyes on the bulge, then she finally pulled the fabric down, freeing my dick.

  She stared at it for a moment, then smiled and looked back into my eyes. “I wanna suck on it.” Her words surprised me, and she couldn’t have looked any sweeter saying them.

  “Go ahead,” I encouraged, letting her go at her own, comfortable pace.

  She looked at my dick again and rubbed it until a small drop of precum appeared at the very tip. “What does it taste like?” she asked shyly. There was only one way to find out.

  I wiped the drop of precum off the tip with my index finger, then held it to her mouth for her to taste. She looked at the white fluid covering my fingertip before wrapping her lips around it to taste it. Her eyes stayed on mine while her tongue circled around my finger, and my lips parted slightly as her eyes grew wide.

  “Taste good?” I asked with a smirk. She nodded, smiling brightly at me.

  I pulled my finger out of her mouth again, and she bent down to get closer to my shaft. She looked at it, then started to move her hand again, rubbing it slowly. Then, she leaned in to wrap her mouth around the tip.

  I placed my hand at the back of her head, gripping a fistful of her hair to keep her right there. “Fuck,” I muttered, watching her as she moved her head up and down, with her tongue sliding along me length.

  For a girl who’s never done this before, her mouth felt incredible around my dick.

  “That’s it, Juno. Feels so fucking good,” I said in a hoarse voice. Her eyes opened, and, fuck me…the way she looked at me while my cock was almost touching the back of her throat made me want to not care about her virginity and fuck her hard.

  I had to calm down. If I wanted to keep her close, I needed to be gentle at first.

  “Just like that, sweetheart. Keep doing that and I might come in your mouth.” It was a warning, but as her eyes lit up again, I knew she wanted another taste of my cum.

  “You want me to come in your mouth, huh?” I smirked, and she nodded to answer my question.

  “Well, shit.” I grabbed each side of her head and pushed her down my length, making her close her eyes while she took in my hardness.

  “Sweet Juno isn’t as innocent as I thought,” I said, and I could feel her chuckle by the vibration at the back of her throat. She lifted her head, letting my dick fall onto my stomach.

  There was spit dripping down the corner of her mouth. So fucking hot. “I’m a little devil, remember?”

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Ezra

  I was so damn close, but I wanted to hold back before I shot my load into her mouth. She really wanted to taste more of my cum, and I would give it to her. But the feeling of her mouth sucking and teasing my cock was one I wanted to hold on to forever.

  There was no need for me to tell her how to do it, she just went ahead and sucked it like a damn pro. Made me suspicious over her telling me the truth about never giving a blowjob before.

  “Ah, fuck. Keep doing just that,” I encouraged her, keeping my eyes on her while I helped her moved her head up and down.

  The tip of my dick had been pushing against the back of her throat for a while now, and I wanted to see how far I could go. For it being her first time, she sure knew how to use that sweet mouth of hers.

  “Open up wider,” I told her, and her head stopped moving as I slowly slid my dick out of her mouth. “I wanna see how much you can take. Think you can take it all the way?” I challenged.

  The little dare-devil she was, she nodded with pride and took me in again, lowering her head as much as possible before a gagging sound came out of her. “FUCK!” I groaned, keeping her head right there, with my dick deep down her throat.

  After a few seconds, I let her catch her breath by letting her come up again. There were tears ready to fall from her eyes, but the smug grin on her lips told me that she wasn’t upset or hurt. She was enjoying this.

  “Come here,” I said, pulling her to me to kiss her lips. I tasted the saltiness of myself on her tongue, which didn’t bother me one bit. It was my body. No need to be grossed out by that.

  Our tongues tangled, and after a long, wet kiss, she moved back down to my dick to take it in once more. This time, I wouldn’t hold back.

  She bobbed her head up and down my length, with one of her hands rubbing the base of it. My dick was throbbing, and the only thing I had to do was to let go. Relax. Shoot my load into her mouth.

  And that’s exactly what I did. “I want you to swallow it all,” I told her before I emptied myself inside her mouth. Again, as if she’d done it before, she kept her head moving slowly while she swallowed my semen until I was coming back to reality.

  “Fuck” seemed t
o be the only word I knew while she was sucking me dry. I brushed her head back, and when I had no more to give her, she lifted her head and looked at me with lustful eyes.

  “How was that?” I asked her, brushing my thumb over her lips to get the rest of my cum off them, and then I slid it into her mouth, pressing down on her tongue to make her lick it.

  “Good,” she replied quietly, but with so much desire in her voice. “Will there be more?” she asked, sounding so goddamn innocent again.

  I growled, needing to get inside of her immediately. “There will be so much more, sweetheart.”

  I pulled her next to me so she would lie on her back. “You’re a dirty one, huh? Ever thought you would open up like that with a man?”

  I moved over her, pulling down her panties and letting her catch a breath before we’d go one step further. She shook her head, but that sweet smile of hers stayed in place. “I never thought it would be this amazing. But I guess you play a fatal role in all of this. I like when you talk dirty to me,” she confessed, blushing.

  With a grin, I reached over to the bedside table and pulled out a condom. I quickly opened it and slid it down my length. “You got lucky then.”

  I positioned myself between her legs and pushed them apart. Suddenly, she didn’t look as confident anymore.

  “You okay?” I asked quietly while moving my fingers over her clit. “I’m not pressuring you into having sex with me.”

  “I know. But I want to. This could be our last chance,” she whispered, cupping my face in her small hands.

  As much as I hated to admit it, she was right.

  I smiled at her, then slid one finger inside of her to feel how wet she was for me. “I’ll make you feel good, Juno. I promise. But I want you to stop me if you’re not feeling good, okay?”

  She nodded and pressed her lips into a thin line. “I want you. Now.”

  I bent down to kiss her gently, and while her hands moved into my hair again, I positioned myself at her entrance. “I’m not gonna hurt you. I’m gonna make it feel so fucking good.”

  As I said those words, I felt her relax underneath me, and I used that moment to ease into her with one slow thrust.

  Juno

  I didn’t feel a thing. Well, except the love I was feeling for Ezra and pure pleasure hitting me straight in the heart. As he entered me, there was not one single hint of pain inside my body.

  It was slightly uncomfortable at first, feeling him stretch me as he moved his hips slowly, but I was in heaven, and I knew this would feel so much different than when he made me come with his tongue.

  I couldn’t describe what I was feeling, and all I wanted was for him to move faster.

  I clawed my nails into his shoulders, keeping our kiss passionate and slow while he moved in and out of me with slow, deep thrusts.

  “You feeling okay?” he whispered against my lips, and I nodded, not able to speak. “You gotta tell me if you want me to move faster, sweetheart. I don’t wanna hurt you.”

  “No,” I breathed. “Faster.”

  He didn’t disappoint. His thrusts deepened, and he started to move faster. I was already feeling something inside of me build, something close to what I felt when he licked my clit. I wanted to find out how far that feeling could go, and what it would take to reach the highest point.

  “Ez,” I panted, wrapping my legs around his hips to hold him tightly against me while he pushed into me.

  With each second that passed, I felt his cock throb more and more. I knew he would come again, and luckily, he thought about wearing a condom. It didn’t even cross my mind to use protection.

  “Keep squeezing my dick with that tight pussy of yours,” he told me, almost demanding it. I didn’t know I was doing that, but I did notice my pussy clenching every time his cock pushed inside of me.

  “Ezra, I think I’m gonna come.”

  “Good” was his only response. But instead of keeping up the way he was fucking me, he stopped for a second to turn me onto my side, then slid back into me with ease.

  He gripped the side of my ass tightly with one hand, and the other gripped my hair. “Look at me,” he demanded, and I turned my head to look into his eyes. His wavy hair stuck to his forehead from sweating, and he looked incredibly hot with all those muscles moving on his body.

  “I want you to come with me. At the same time.” I wasn’t sure how to have an orgasm at the push of a button, but somehow, it worked.

  As he pumped into me a few more times, the tension inside of me rose. It didn’t take long, and as he told me to let go, I did.

  His cock pulsated inside of me, and I felt my pussy clench the way he wanted me to do before. His grip on my ass tightened, and he leaned forward to kiss me on the lips while he emptied himself inside of me.

  It took me a while to come back down, and my legs were still shaking even after my orgasm settled.

  “I love you so damn much,” he whispered.

  I smiled, not wanting him to leave me yet. “I love you, too.”

  Our love was real. But I knew that sooner or later we couldn’t keep it just between us anymore. For now, it was our little secret, and I was going to enjoy every second I got with him.

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Juno

  My legs were itching, and I regretted wearing those tights today. It was already the end of November, but for some reason, I thought wearing a skirt was a good idea when it’s freezing outside. And to make it all even worse, I ripped my tights in the damn radio room. How was it a good idea to put metal bars on the shelf? They weren’t there a few days ago, and I bet Benji was the one to put them on the shelves. We had a janitor at Memphis, and I was sure he could’ve just gotten rid of them.

  I was in the bathroom stall, taking off my tights. I didn’t want to walk around with a huge hole in them, so getting rid of them was the best option.

  After taking them off, I looked down at my legs. They were pale, and the freckles faded thanks to the lack of sunlight. I ran my fingers up the sides of my thighs, then brushed over the lace panties I was wearing.

  An idea rushed through my mind, and a mischievous grin appeared on my face. What if I…no. I closed my eyes, hooking my thumbs into the laced fabric, then slowly pushed them over my hips.

  This could end horribly, but after all the sex Ezra and I had, and all the steamy nights we spent together, I wanted to show him just how much I loved to be touched by him. Showing him my bare pussy while he taught us History sounded…hot.

  The bathroom door opened, and I made the quick decision to take my panties off. “You okay in there?” Pixie asked.

  “Yeah.” I pushed the tights and panties into my backpack, then put my shoes back on and walked out. “I’m fine. Did you get our food?” We decided on getting some McDonald’s, since we were both tired of eating plant-based meals our parents cooked.

  “It’s in the classroom. Our poor mother’s hearts would break into millions of pieces if they’d see us eat that junk food.”

  I shrugged, grinning at her. “We’re losing weight and not getting enough protein into our systems. We should start eating junk food every lunch from now on.”

  “Go ahead. I’m not holding you back,” she chuckled. “You’re gonna freeze to death riding your bike home,” she pointed out, looking at my legs.

  “I know,” I replied. And I’ll probably also get cystitis.

  We headed over to our classroom where other students were already eating. We sat down on the couch and started to dig into our burgers and fries. My body was thanking me for not getting more green stuff into my system, and I almost had a full-on orgasm tasting that cheeseburger on my tongue.

  I had to make sure my skirt covered my private area. I didn’t want Gus or any other guy in here to see what belonged to Ezra. I was risking a lot today, but I couldn’t help it. My heart was beating fast.

  “Can I come over and see the movie tonight?” Pixie asked. My project was done, and it turned out amazing. All that was left to do
was showing it to Benji and Ezra to get it graded.

  “Uh, tonight’s not a good time. But I can show you right after school in the studio.” I had to go in there to tidy anyway.

  “Sounds good.”

  We finished our lunch and I got up to throw the two bags into the trash just as Ezra entered the classroom. He stopped because I was blocking his way, and I looked up to him and gave him a quick smile.

  He tried not to smile too brightly, but kept it cool with a simple nod. I’d say we were doing a good job at hiding our relationship.

  “All right, class,” he said, picking up his chalk and writing something on the blackboard. “Has any of you done some research on the civil rights movement?”

  I sat back down next to Pixie and picked up my notebook and pen. None of us did research, and I somewhat felt bad for Ezra. But he knew we were far more interested in our own studies than what he had to teach us.

  “Of course not,” he muttered. “I’m not going to read you guys everything about it, that’s why I brought some books for you.”

  He picked the books up and then distributed them to us. As he passed me, our knees touched and our eyes met. Something about him was different today. He seemed stressed. Annoyed, even.

  “I want you guys to read the first chapter and make notes. There will be a test about this soon.”

  A few sighs escaped from the others, and I kept staring at Ezra to try and figure out what was wrong with him today. Last time we were together was on Saturday night, but we didn’t have any fallout or anything.

  Maybe my plan to show him that I was not wearing anything underneath my skirt would cheer him up a little. I moved in my seat and placed the book on my lap.

  “Can we go read in the sun room?” one of the students asked. “As long as you don’t just sit there and hang out,” Ezra replied.

  “Perfect,” Gus muttered, having the couch to himself now. He leaned back with his head on the armrest, facing forward with his book on his chest.